Dusk to Dawn

Heavy dusk has engulfed the world around me
The problems appeared to be surmountable
And with each passing day the loneliness and wilderness grew
Making me lost in my unknown world
Lost will to discover the new and other interesting things on path
Path I term as life oscillating between certainty and uncertainty
How come I forget that life is a beautiful journey
And there are several station and periods
Periods of joy, happiness, sorrow and grief
It has an uncanny way to be a leveler
And in the end a dark tunnel always have an end
The duration of darkness may be longer but can be forever
In the midst of all dusk I guess dawn has its own seedlings
Which were delayed coz of our dying and cursing attitude towards this life?
But I guess new dawn it seems has finally arrived in the life
With every sunset, there is a sun rise
And now there is a dawn of new hopes
New aspirations, new desires new bondings

The real culprit - media

We are fortunate enough 2 live in this world of media glare
Where everything is not fair
Why I call us fortunate that we are privileged to listen to the greater on spot orators like SRK, Obama, Gates, Buffett and interviewed by the likes who are masters in their trade i.e. Mr. Rajdeep and Ms.Dutt.

Instead media and these stars trying to blow out these petty issue which in no way concern me and people like us: the common Indian which they sway by
I am not concerned whether SRK film is a hit or not to me it’s just for entertainment and to which he goes out of way to promote it or market it and to his credit he even hints candidly about it in an interview about his vested interests (if they are perceived like this) on a national news channel (if we can call it) the CNN IBN.

Are these vested interests too difficult to be deciphered by us, that they r using a very strong and popular medium like new channels to sell and market their products even w/o paying money to them what a ROI, what a win-2 situation for politicians, film stars and news channels, Marketing now comes with news creation. I call it news creation because these days it’s not the news, but the news is created to survive and run your channel for 24 hrs, which in a remote way helps stupid guys like us, as we are aware of the new products, new services to spend the money in this case movie and halls and support the so called Indian economy. Well sorry for digressing from the topic.

Pardon me if i took my imagination too deviant from the reality, if in actuality the real issue is
"MUMBAI Belong to India” or
“India belongs to Mumbai” or
“Shiv Sena a no meaningful party dividing us on region rather than religion this time” or
“we targeting a good Muslim like SRK "

I seriously don’t know whatever the intention of there may be; my only point is that in this world of negativity. I don’t want to listen this; I want to see India as mine fundamental right to express, speak and move across this country, for u and for my future generation. I don’t want to categorize India or any of its regions like Mumbai like USA belongs to Americans or Mumbai belongs to marathis first. It’s my land a beautiful land I want to see it for all, anyhow little land is left coz of high population growth please let us strive and grow and be with all-together, we already lost our great left hand i.e. Pakistan 60 years back and right elbow i.e. Bangladesh 20 years hence, our head i.e. J&K is already under pressure and extreme violence , stomach central region and adjoining parts are facing the heat due to naxalities, eastern India the 7-sisters shoulder is always a neglected region , deprived . with so many issues left to be resolved then why these small selfish parties want to raise this petty issue by targeting the stars like SRK just coz SRK is watched by all in this land full of no-sense people where they will eat whatever fed to them in this case it’s the SRK crying for PAK Players, please stop it and please do some meaningful work for which are elected in a state which boost of population and people higher than at-least 75 countries in this world and please SRK don’t market ur film like this and garner cheap publicity and for god sake u Cheap media news channels don’t wash away our innocent minds and support these no mind politicians in dividing us.

We are united and we are INDIANS we have suffered a lot in the past 3 centuries, we want to put it end we don’t want to leave our next 3-4 generations divided
We are one and we will be one so leave these cheap things

ALL IS WELL

In life there are always some cherished ones
Out of these few are really loved one
And out of these few 3-4 are the chosen ones
One faded away, I lost him
World seems to come at standstill; I was addicted to his presence
Nothing seemed to move forward
In this lost hope someone said whatever happens- happens for good
In this new wave of 3 idiots he said ALL IS WELL
I pondered hard and asked is everything well
The answer is no, I believe
We are trained and educated not to cheat
Aren’t we cheating ourselves when we say all is well?
When in reality life is all puzzled and the words are either jumbled or misspelt
This very nature of human amazes me, to rise from ashes like phoenix
I am not saying it’s wrong, but for me it’s difficult to come up with terms without my dear and loved one
I miss her presence in life, her words, and her touch
How can I forget her and move on
I know I have to because its life and it never stops
But for me the journey would be tough with each passing day, I thought

And then in amidst of all this comes a fresh leash of life
A new chosen one by chance
Well I know she can’t replace her, but she would fit in nicely
In the end I will be again myself
In the end now, I realize all is well,
and if not, all will be well for sure. :)

life and death , life wins

i wanna change
i wanna change this wrld
where there is no gloom
all happy
i wann change for good
i wanna contribute
contribute to me , my surroundings
to u
to everybody
hail away me from this pain
i wanna live
i wanna be child again
taken care by all
loved by all
i just wanna dont grow again
why in this world growth comes along with worries
why i cant b myself
why i cant still play with toddlers
why still i look at others and care abt them
why i cant be
why i take care for others
when everbdy is so engaged in himself still then y we care for other reactions for our reactions
why its always u an me
why it cant be us
seeing all this
it seems death would be easy
Well it really be ? I question
Question hard
Don’t feel the courage to do
Not coz its tough, but tough for others associated with me
And well for a warrior like me
Life can’t end like this
I will change this for better
I wanna go to unconquered and uncharted territory
I wanna travel path not taken
To make that path followed by all then;
I wanna lead
I wanna grow but not like others
w/o sacrificing love , peace and above all
w/o sacrificing myself