for charu from charu

We Wish
we wish some people understand us the way we want them to
we wish they never say anything which hurts
and they show you some respect and give you your due


but the irony of life is
the people you feel more close to
hurt you the most
it is not because they intend to do so
it might be just because you value them more than they value you


so carry on and leave your pain aside
do good, be good and hold on to your lovely smile :)

in happy moods

Making a wish
That wish comes true
Sitting besides the poolside @ L with frnds
Dreaming on m bed
Thinking only abt her
That she may arrive
With an innocent smile on her face
Holding the hand and will say “I l*** u, I really do “
Would it happen, tough to say?
Hard to believe?
The answer lies wth her

हैप्पी दिवाली

Let’s welcome this DIWALI with open arms and open mind
Burning all our bad times, notorious past and try to enter in world full of good times
Let start afresh with bigger heart to accept the life as it is
The truth is that our own very existence wants life to become a festival of lights & hope
Let this DIWALI makes this plunge not to hurt anyone
“zindagi ki shuruwat pyar se hoti hai
Pyaar ki shuruwat ehsaas se hoti hai
Ehsaas ki shuruwaat saath se hoti hai
Aur saath ki shuruwat baat se hoti hai
Aakir baat karne si hi baat banti hai”
So this DIWALI burn all the inhibitions (FOR-fear of rejections) and say to all ur special ones that u care and above all love them
Happy DIWALI to all :-spread the happiness and +ve vibes

memories close to heart

Y its diff 2 forget
Y its affecting
Y its pinches
Y its hurts
y time reminds of u
y some thngs reflects u
y ur thot nvr goes away
y memories nt fading away
dunno watz in store
but m wfighting wid questions which get on mind
evey moment--dis moment

Dusk to Dawn

Heavy dusk has engulfed the world around me
The problems appeared to be surmountable
And with each passing day the loneliness and wilderness grew
Making me lost in my unknown world
Lost will to discover the new and other interesting things on path
Path I term as life oscillating between certainty and uncertainty
How come I forget that life is a beautiful journey
And there are several station and periods
Periods of joy, happiness, sorrow and grief
It has an uncanny way to be a leveler
And in the end a dark tunnel always have an end
The duration of darkness may be longer but can be forever
In the midst of all dusk I guess dawn has its own seedlings
Which were delayed coz of our dying and cursing attitude towards this life?
But I guess new dawn it seems has finally arrived in the life
With every sunset, there is a sun rise
And now there is a dawn of new hopes
New aspirations, new desires new bondings

The real culprit - media

We are fortunate enough 2 live in this world of media glare
Where everything is not fair
Why I call us fortunate that we are privileged to listen to the greater on spot orators like SRK, Obama, Gates, Buffett and interviewed by the likes who are masters in their trade i.e. Mr. Rajdeep and Ms.Dutt.

Instead media and these stars trying to blow out these petty issue which in no way concern me and people like us: the common Indian which they sway by
I am not concerned whether SRK film is a hit or not to me it’s just for entertainment and to which he goes out of way to promote it or market it and to his credit he even hints candidly about it in an interview about his vested interests (if they are perceived like this) on a national news channel (if we can call it) the CNN IBN.

Are these vested interests too difficult to be deciphered by us, that they r using a very strong and popular medium like new channels to sell and market their products even w/o paying money to them what a ROI, what a win-2 situation for politicians, film stars and news channels, Marketing now comes with news creation. I call it news creation because these days it’s not the news, but the news is created to survive and run your channel for 24 hrs, which in a remote way helps stupid guys like us, as we are aware of the new products, new services to spend the money in this case movie and halls and support the so called Indian economy. Well sorry for digressing from the topic.

Pardon me if i took my imagination too deviant from the reality, if in actuality the real issue is
"MUMBAI Belong to India” or
“India belongs to Mumbai” or
“Shiv Sena a no meaningful party dividing us on region rather than religion this time” or
“we targeting a good Muslim like SRK "

I seriously don’t know whatever the intention of there may be; my only point is that in this world of negativity. I don’t want to listen this; I want to see India as mine fundamental right to express, speak and move across this country, for u and for my future generation. I don’t want to categorize India or any of its regions like Mumbai like USA belongs to Americans or Mumbai belongs to marathis first. It’s my land a beautiful land I want to see it for all, anyhow little land is left coz of high population growth please let us strive and grow and be with all-together, we already lost our great left hand i.e. Pakistan 60 years back and right elbow i.e. Bangladesh 20 years hence, our head i.e. J&K is already under pressure and extreme violence , stomach central region and adjoining parts are facing the heat due to naxalities, eastern India the 7-sisters shoulder is always a neglected region , deprived . with so many issues left to be resolved then why these small selfish parties want to raise this petty issue by targeting the stars like SRK just coz SRK is watched by all in this land full of no-sense people where they will eat whatever fed to them in this case it’s the SRK crying for PAK Players, please stop it and please do some meaningful work for which are elected in a state which boost of population and people higher than at-least 75 countries in this world and please SRK don’t market ur film like this and garner cheap publicity and for god sake u Cheap media news channels don’t wash away our innocent minds and support these no mind politicians in dividing us.

We are united and we are INDIANS we have suffered a lot in the past 3 centuries, we want to put it end we don’t want to leave our next 3-4 generations divided
We are one and we will be one so leave these cheap things

ALL IS WELL

In life there are always some cherished ones
Out of these few are really loved one
And out of these few 3-4 are the chosen ones
One faded away, I lost him
World seems to come at standstill; I was addicted to his presence
Nothing seemed to move forward
In this lost hope someone said whatever happens- happens for good
In this new wave of 3 idiots he said ALL IS WELL
I pondered hard and asked is everything well
The answer is no, I believe
We are trained and educated not to cheat
Aren’t we cheating ourselves when we say all is well?
When in reality life is all puzzled and the words are either jumbled or misspelt
This very nature of human amazes me, to rise from ashes like phoenix
I am not saying it’s wrong, but for me it’s difficult to come up with terms without my dear and loved one
I miss her presence in life, her words, and her touch
How can I forget her and move on
I know I have to because its life and it never stops
But for me the journey would be tough with each passing day, I thought

And then in amidst of all this comes a fresh leash of life
A new chosen one by chance
Well I know she can’t replace her, but she would fit in nicely
In the end I will be again myself
In the end now, I realize all is well,
and if not, all will be well for sure. :)

life and death , life wins

i wanna change
i wanna change this wrld
where there is no gloom
all happy
i wann change for good
i wanna contribute
contribute to me , my surroundings
to u
to everybody
hail away me from this pain
i wanna live
i wanna be child again
taken care by all
loved by all
i just wanna dont grow again
why in this world growth comes along with worries
why i cant b myself
why i cant still play with toddlers
why still i look at others and care abt them
why i cant be
why i take care for others
when everbdy is so engaged in himself still then y we care for other reactions for our reactions
why its always u an me
why it cant be us
seeing all this
it seems death would be easy
Well it really be ? I question
Question hard
Don’t feel the courage to do
Not coz its tough, but tough for others associated with me
And well for a warrior like me
Life can’t end like this
I will change this for better
I wanna go to unconquered and uncharted territory
I wanna travel path not taken
To make that path followed by all then;
I wanna lead
I wanna grow but not like others
w/o sacrificing love , peace and above all
w/o sacrificing myself

A Beautiful Girl

Today I met the two utmost beautiful gals
As it’s the case normally with us
One was on screen and other was on, by on I mean really on (don’t rush ur wild imagination)
By On means the beauty personified hardly seen ever
The on screen is as usual always seeing it again and again
Making us gng weak in our knees and making us praying and wishing
Well cud she be mine or something close to her be mine ever
Well as on screen is always dreams and virtual let conc. on the off screen
The lady had a grace, face which would even given Katrina a run for her money
These e beauties always let me think
Why these sintilating girls always seems to end in the laps of the so called non-smart and not so handsome boys
Well Why they can’t land in our laps (well I agree we too also not so smart) but a slight better than her counterpart
The saddest part is like on screen she wud also remains an off for me
I wanted 2 touch her, feel her, and kiss her take in my arms
Sing a song, do all the things with her like the on screen couple
Would say, I wanna die in her arms 2nite
But reality is really bitter than these dreams
I have to be content with me and her in b other arms
Tats the reality of life not only with gals unfortunately with most of the other things
What we desire is generally far distant from what we get

HOPE

It is the morning of the first day of new hope
The hope which I was waiting since last 10 years
I thought i did well to eventually convert this hope into reality, did I really
I question hard , question really hard to no solution
But I guess this time too, something is missing not from my side, may be from almighty
I am never able to soul search the reason for not having this end conversion rate
As it has always been the case, this time also its just a ray of hope to which I cling on for a while w/o the result
w/o the solution , hoping against the hope that this time may be , may be I get lucky
I need one chance , one sign, a sign of hope;
And seriously wish that this time this hope is not as long and false as always



I hope God is listening to my prayer
and bless me soon
I hope the morning of the first day of new hope
will bring new sunshine and fulfilment of hopes
spreading the cheer around
making life a little easier with no worries and happiness galore